More Love to Thee Oh Christ

Pregnancy moodiness

The grumpiness I get when I get less than 14hrs of sleep . 

Impatience with my coworkers that ask me the same question 3 times.

The laziness I instantly feel when my husband asks me to do something for him.

Pregnancy moodiness is an excuse for sin. Lately I've been telling myself 

"Oh, it's just hormones...I can't help it."

Yes, I can- I can choose joy and to love people.

if only I love Jesus more I would love the people around me more.

Right now Piper is kicking my ribs... reminding me to pray for her.

I want to be a respectful wife to my husband, I want to be a sweet mother to my children and I want to be a God honoring person to those around me.

But I have to choose to be in my actions. I can't keep this snotty attitude and say " I love God!"

My husband is one of the kindest people I know.

He is so understanding and patient
I wish I was more like him.

 And there are days like today-
Beautiful rainy
 I get all my house hold chores done.
Dinner is delicious and I start prepping on tomorrows
I have time to go for a walk and read ahhh-
ALL the clothes are clean and put away...until tomorrow :)
My husband is prepping traps in the living room
Making card board outlines for stretchers ...using my herb cutting scissors
But I really don't mind
As long as it's not my fabric cutting scissors ;)
I really love home making....it's my favorite job.
I love creating new meals, new sewing projects, drawing sketches of the birds.
Today I saw a flicker couple- they are Isaiahs' favorite bird.
I love learning new things and running as fast or as long as I can.
I love that I can grow a human inside me and they way it makes me feel
I've never felt the way I feel about Piper.
She is beautiful already.
Isaiah and I are going to be her favorite people.
We will have so much fun together.
Because we are already having fun- it's like we are inviting her into it.
God has our lives in His hands.
Thank you Lord for taking such good care of us.