I'm So In Love With Her and Her Papa

26wks pregnant.

WOW

I never thought I'd be so in love.

Going through old stuff, as I'm nesting/cleaning the house like a mad woman

 I'm finding old pictures, old love letters

The young young Isaiah and Becky falling in love

Growing up together

Dreaming

More dreaming

Being separate

Working

Being together

Working

Having fun

Learning

Good memories.

Now we are becoming the Isaiah and Becky

Parents

I woke up the other morning with my big pregnant body rolling out of bed

Messy 3 ft of hair plied on top of my head

Breath smelling like death

My dear sweet husband comes from sweeping the kitchen floor to give me a kiss and tells me he thinks I'm beautiful and he loves me so much.

Piper gives me a few joyful kicks to say "I love my Mama too!"

Isaiah smiles at her movements 

Sometimes she likes to go up behind my ribs and do a tap dance.

She will be the next Shirley Temple if she keeps up her practice.

I'm strongly discouraging this with ice packs or cold hands- hehehe

I'm so excited to meet her, I love her so much.

She makes me love her Papa more.

She has brought out sweetness in him that I've never seen before

He is going to be such an awesome Papa

Clothes

I have a ton of baby clothes- from sisters and friends

Will she have time to wear them all?

Probably, if she is a puker like one of her cousins

I haven't looked at the scale or my ever changing body and felt sad

Weirdness but not sad

Now when I see it snowing tonight and think about not going snowboarding this winter

I feel sad then

But then I think about all the time I will have to sleep while Isaiah goes.

Yes, today is my day off and I slept for 14hrs....no tossing and turning-just  pure "I'M TIRED SLEEP."

I thank God for this baby girl.

I'm so in love with her.

21wks and sucking her thumb

 24wks